my mind is racing in a million different directions at a million miles a minute
its like a word jumble up there
i heard the other week a saying i cannot get out of my head "i've been dating since i was 15-i'm exhausted: WHERE IS HE!"
i have never been one of those people that had to have someone, but damn it i am sick of giving to a relationship just to get shit on. there really is no karma. i keep telling myself there is, but these shitheads get woman after woman to take care of them while they do nothing- where is the instant karma!!!!

i don't know why i am on a bitch fest about this, i have been single -minus maybe a month- for almost a year and half of that i was pregnant. i really don't need a man and for the most part -don't want one. everytime i think i do -one opens his mouth up and says something completely assinine to me

damn them all- ceot my friends- i love my friends- they out up with these rants on a regular basis
but that is not the same as having a boyfriend, man , whatever you want to call them.
and now i have to be even more careful since i have my beautiful baby girl
so much pressure. i feel like i need to poke a hole in my head to let out some of the steam